BIO:

Jami Holman knows all too well what it means to feel abandoned by God. Jami grew up being sexually and physically abused. She learned early in life that trust was something you didn't give to anyone, especially a man. God however, had a different plan for Jami's life.

While modeling she was partnered with a very handsome young man named Brian. Modeling was a new experience for Brian; after all he was a professional baseball player not a model. Although neither one of them knew it, God had a plan that put the two of them together. Exactly one year, one week, and one day after they met Jami and Brian were married. They are now the proud parents of four children.

Jami shares stories about life in the minor leagues and the big leagues, and the struggle of being in the "lime light". She tells about learning how to trust not only her husband but also the God who allowed her suffering. She speaks about how God changed her from a woman who wanted the best for her family to a woman who wants the best for God.

Jami also shares about the prayer that literally changed her life. Little did she know that her deeply moving prayer for character would bring about a "faithquake" that would leave her broken, humble, and clinging to the God who is able. In a matter of months Jami's family experienced troubles of Job like proportions. She tells of a near death accident and a brain tumor in her son, cancer and a relapse for a daughter, open heart surgery in her husband, drug abuse and rebellion in an older son. "Should I accept good from God and not evil" took on a whole new meaning to Jami. Everything about her faith was put to the test and everything about her faith was changed. She jokes about how she tried to change her prayer to "please Lord just leave me shallow."

As she speaks you will go to the edge with her and in the end learn how God pushed her off so she would learn to fly. She urges each one of us not to be afraid of the fall, but to trust in the wings of a mighty and awesome God who will cover us with His feathers and give us refuge under His wings.